Within the walls of my mind
Is something that many wish they had.
Many have been looking to find
The power that many consider being bad.
They used it against me,
And the force was strong,
But i still defeated them,
With music, they thought was wrong
(chorus)
You have always lied to everyone
And lost everyone's trust
Don't think for this one time
That you'll regain the one thing you need most
(the love from the person that left you behind)
She's lying on the floor
With a knife in her heart,
But you don't care,
You tore her apart
And with the lie you tell yourself
You can't deny that it was your fault.
You held her so high i
A:Reverse psycology,
failing miserably,
its so hard,
to be left all alone
Telling you is the,
only chance for me,
theres nothing left
but to turn and face you
Z:Ask you to come back to my arms
Cuz I've fallen victim to your charms
You got me beggin on my knees
I ask this of you, baby, please
Why did we just fall apart
Was it all bad from the start
Was is never meant to be
What was the problem we couldnt see?
A:when i look into your eyes
theres nothing there to see
nothing but my own mistakes
staring back at me
asking why i stay
when you just push away
no matter what you say
your still so blind to me
Z:The light is so s
There were days we were close,
And days we were apart,
But there was never a day,
You werent in my heart.
You always told me,
Never to cry,
But when the shot rang out,
I knew this was goodbye.
I thought you would never leave me,
At least not this way,
I saw the gun, I saw the blood,
I just didnt know what to say.
You promised me we were forever,
You promised me the stars,
But why did you go?
Why did you leave me with these scars?
Why did I love you?
Why did I try?
Why the fuck did I trust you?
I wish you would tell me why.
I hated myself for all this,
I hated myself for hating you,
When i knew perfectly,
I couldnt live
He watches as her mind warps
He tries to calm her down,
but the visions are too violent
He grabs her hands and holds on tight
She closes her eyes to stop the pain,
The visions too strong to handle,
The scars on her body open,
Dark red vengance flows
She passes out, falling into his arms,
He catches her an holds her close,
He thinks shes ok as he wipes the tears away,
Her blood intoxicates him
She feels him sink his fangs into her neck,
Feels him turn her,
Feels the poison burn her
He knows she is his eternal queen,
She knows she wont wake from her dream
Forget it 'Losing my mind' by boh-slayer666, literature
Literature
Forget it 'Losing my mind'
Forget it,
Its over,
Im through with this shit!
Your days of tormenting me
Are gone, just like the memories
You haunt me with
Depending on you is done,
Giving to you is done,
No more eating or sleeping or living,
Its all just giving to you and IM DONE!
You fucked me up for the last time,
Im not acting as a pawn in your games,
I wish you would go back to the days,
Where I wouldn't dread waking up
To face another day of torture
Just take the twisted memories and leave,
I once thought ou could help me,
But I thought wrong!
Forget it,
Im done,
See what you've caused?
Fuck this, you've killed me
NOW PAYBACKS A BITCH!
I lost
Current Residence: Australia Favourite genre of music: Metal, Rock, Techno, Hardcore Favourite style of art: Traditional MP3 player of choice: Ipod Favourite cartoon character: Harvey Birdman Personal Quote: Confucious says - One who sleep with hand in plant wakes with dirty fingers
well well well.
Im happy for 2 reasons. Im gonna start organizing my own cosplays, however i need help!! gah!
the other reason is HOLIDAYS!!! i get to see my Ronnie more often AND Chels and Ash are coming down! SCORE!!
oh well. methinks Tyler needs me hahaha buh-byes
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Year 12. cant fucking believe it. feels like only yesterday i was starting prep.
GIVE US BACK OUR COUCH'S TEACHERS. ffs its a relaxation room not a fucking classroom!!! :@
Now. Art will be awesome as my inspiration is one of DA's finest =donchuckcarvalho, of whom is my upmost headlining artist for my "Tattoo My World" theme for my class! Thanks heap DCC!!
Myself and my music is getting along finally, with me learning a few songs here and there
well I must be off.
Kitch...